My concept of and beliefs about
God have changed significantly from when I was a student at Holy Innocents
Catholic grade school to my time as a student here at Unity Institute. My concept of God was patriarchal, judgmental
and separate from me – somewhere out there in the galaxy. When I prayed to him, I prefaced my request with “Lord, I am not
worthy”. In addition to the Apostle’s
Creed, the Ten Commandments, the rosary and the litanies, I was taught that the
only reason I might enter into the afterlife kingdom of heaven was by virtue of
my baptism and the death and resurrection of God’s son, Jesus. Baptism washed away the stain of original sin
– Adam’s legacy to us. The death and
resurrection of Jesus the son was the ultimate reconciliation of the human race
with God, the father. That’s what I was
taught, and that is what I accepted for a while, although I am not sure that I
ever really, truly believed it.
It was a good story - some call
it the greatest story ever told – but I could not and did not believe it. My gut feeling, my hunch or hypothesis was
that there was much more to God, to us, and to our relationship with God. I
believed that there was a different explanation – something really amazing and
inspiring – something that had no drama quotient in it whatsoever – something
much bigger, much brighter, and much cleaner than this story of betrayal and
suffering with markedly human overtones.
I believed that God’s story, while amazingly powerful, would turn out to
be quite simple and straightforward, and I believed that it would be based on
love and acceptance, not fear and punishment.
I believe in Jesus and his
teachings, but do not believe that he is the son of God. For me, Jesus is someone who developed his
awareness of his inherent God energy or God intelligence to an extraordinarily
high level. He is the example, not the
exception. He demonstrated to us and for
us the power that we each have within us.
His expression of the potential perfection that exists within each one
of us makes him an example worth following.
I do not believe in the
traditional Christian concept of the Holy Spirit or the Holy Trinity, but I do
believe in the metaphysical concept of mind, idea and expression. Regarding church and the need for or purpose
of spiritual communities, I believe that there is great value in offering a
variety of “on ramps” that provide people with access to opportunities to learn
about, practice, and celebrate the transforming power of truth principles
and faith.

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